Weary...

Today I am weary.
And overwhelmed.

My Dad is in the hospital, his last kidney has dropped from a functional level to a very low level.
His blood pressure is low, he is dehydrated.
He is doing ok, but I am worried and uncertain.

This, wedged between my wedding (10 days away) and my reentry into college.
August saw the stepsons move back in for our 6 months, September brought school for them, school for my boys, school for me and more hours at my job. Plus wedding planning.
I got through that first week and was feeling semi-sane, but now there is this.
And other stuff, making my heart break.

I want a time out.
Stop thinking, feeling.